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~I wander, I wonder, about things of the past. I reminisce.
I thought I'd be over them, I'm done. Or so I said.
I see you, you see me. I wonder what you saw.
You're looking, were you seeing? Was I?
This is all so strange, and so new to me.
I don't want to hear about them and you.
I want though, for you to realize, I'm human.
We all make mistakes, forgiveness is key.
I want to forgive you, you to forgive me.
I said some things I shouldn't have, but you did first.
I know this isn't the blaming game, but you know it still hurts.
I know one day I'll see it all, in a different point of view.
One with perspective, one that shows the light.
I know that, then, I'll understand what I can't comprehend now.
Trust is important, believing is too, I did both of these, but now I need glue.
Who will get the gun? The stapler, the tape? Just something to hold it together.
But my friends looked at me, and said, "I'm your tape. I'll hold you together, cause that's what friend do." And I looked at her, she looked at me, and we both started to laugh. And I realized that I don't define myself. The ones that I love define me.
I don't need you, to tell me who to be, cause I'm loved by the ones who matter.~
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