Complications.

So, I know there's something on here about me forgiving you. I could go and find it, but I'm tired.^^
Anyway, um, this is just to say it's so not happening. After everything that happened, for you to go pull more crap like that, I think not. Like, definantly not. How could you do that to her? You realize she's got it in her head that ME forgiving YOU will make this all better? What is the matter with you?! Why are you going to do that to her?! You loved her. This is the worst possible way to show it.
Really, if she contemplated hurting herself...gosh. If she actually does, you will never hear the end of it from me. I'm so tired of having to deal with this. Why is it that I'm carrying the world here? Can I jsut live my life without you interfering? She honestly believes that you are the only one she's ever going to marry. She is torn apart here. I've decided I'm going to be a lover, not a fighter. Hmmm....but first, you have to make it so I don't want to rip your throat out. Please c'mon. Stop it. You are TORTURING her. I can see it before my eyes. And I feel totally helpless. You were my best friend for so long. You know how bad that will make me feel, the fact that I can't help her. Please. If either of us meant anything to you EVER, please fix all of this. I almost want to miss you...
~Jazzi